I should just throw myself a pity party and get it over with…

..Because my day has NOT gotten better. Just when things were looking up I had to go to the doctor to follow up on the mysterious disappearance of my IUD string. Turns out the whole damn thing has been gradually (over the past week) migrating south. So it needed to be removed. And then replaced. […]

Something to make it all better

Oh this is so good. It made everything slightly more right. Not to mention, Bean sat in front of the stereo just listening and grinning for more than a minute. Ahhh.

The kind zippy exhaustion that caffine creates

has swept over me this morning. I woke up so many times last night I lost count, to the thrashing limbs of my baby boy. I recall saying FUCK around 2 a.m. when his pacifire, which he so dearly loves, could not be found. And this morning, burrying my head in the thick down […]