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Self Portrait Challenge #1: An introduction

Posted on | May 2, 2006 |

Kath created a brilliant new Self Portrait Challenge Site, and in honor of it’s creation she has challenged us to ‘introduce ourselves.’

Before I knew you…

there were several ill advised months as a red-head,
an adolescence in love with the surf;
whole days spent in the my bike saddle
following the black ribbon of road
up to Canada, or later, along the crumbling edge
of northern California, with the pacific right below us.

we stayed out late, and sleep late;
could make love any time;
skip breakfast entirely,
do nothing all day Saturday.

and later, there was the everyday collision
of wonderment and exhaustion,
my love spread out across the need of so many
hungry little hearts with not enough attention at home,
teaching words, and poems, and numbers and kindness.

and there were afternoons tossing a frisbee,
or playing chess, or walking with our lanky English Shepherd
who’d roll on command and was afraid of the water.

then you, making a space in my belly and then in my heart

and now I know you
and I am different in a hundred ways.

Comments

24 Responses to “Self Portrait Challenge #1: An introduction”

  1. Sarah-Jean
    May 2nd, 2006 @ 1:58 pm

    That is so sweet… And your pictures are all beautiful!

  2. Irene
    May 2nd, 2006 @ 2:01 pm

    oh what a beautiful post…

  3. kristen
    May 2nd, 2006 @ 2:16 pm

    lovely, esp. the wee baby bean photo.

  4. la vie en rose
    May 2nd, 2006 @ 2:25 pm

    oh yes, i can relate!

  5. Jackie
    May 2nd, 2006 @ 2:30 pm

    This is great. I think it is awesome that you have reflected on your life in a way that is meaningful for you and yet such a gift for your son at the same time.

  6. Jillian
    May 2nd, 2006 @ 2:40 pm

    oh christina — what a great interpretation of an ‘introduction’. i wish i knew more about my mom before she had kids.

  7. Yolanda
    May 2nd, 2006 @ 3:08 pm

    Just wanted to say christina-you inspire to write better. I so enjoy your blog.

  8. wn
    May 2nd, 2006 @ 3:29 pm

    I also (like Jillian) would have loved to know more about my Mom before she had me….print this off and keep it….or burn it or something…Bean will love this post one day.

  9. Charmaine
    May 2nd, 2006 @ 3:52 pm

    Very pretty. How do you get the photos to tile like that? Are you doing it with Photoshop? I like it! What’s your dog’s name? He (?) looks really cute too!

  10. lizardek
    May 2nd, 2006 @ 4:00 pm

    Beautiful. Every bit of it. And I don’t think the red-headedness was ill-advised! Au contraire! :D

  11. C
    May 2nd, 2006 @ 5:58 pm

    Very beautiful - I like how you put it all together.

  12. Elaine
    May 2nd, 2006 @ 6:23 pm

    Oh Christina, what a beautiful post. You gave me chills. You capture that sense of two worlds so perfectly and make me feel the love of both.

    And I too often long to know what my mom was like before I knew her. The photos I have seen, she’s so different. I want my girls to know that bit of me (if possible).

    Thank you for sharing this.

  13. LeS
    May 2nd, 2006 @ 8:02 pm

    perfect spc.
    perfect and beautiful.
    kudos.

  14. samantha
    May 2nd, 2006 @ 10:40 pm

    Red hair can never be wrong.

    This was perfect, Christina. I especially love the picture of you with the kids…

  15. joleen
    May 2nd, 2006 @ 10:53 pm

    oh simply beautiful! i love your sentiments and those photos are wonderful! thank you for sharing.

  16. steph
    May 3rd, 2006 @ 12:26 am

    That was a sweet and tender synopsis! Thank you for the introduction. I love the photo with your students! I wish I had thought to snapshot that part of my life, long ago.

    …as well as the time as a couple, before children!

  17. Karen Rani
    May 3rd, 2006 @ 1:11 am

    Wow. That was so amazing and inspiring….I loved it. THat has to be one of my faves of yours.

    My link has changed: www.troll-baby.com. My own domain baby! Woo hoo!

  18. Tylene
    May 3rd, 2006 @ 2:02 am

    Love the collage of photos! I can completely relate to the before & after baby story. It’s an amazing journey!

  19. Thea
    May 3rd, 2006 @ 9:01 am

    Great photo collage and great bits:)

  20. love squalor
    May 3rd, 2006 @ 9:21 am

    this is beautiful christina! i read it through three times with a grin on my face - such a perfect introduction and a beautiful set of photos. ** I spent a few ill advised months as a red head too ;)

  21. Steph.
    May 3rd, 2006 @ 11:21 am

    What a beautiful look into your life past and present. Thanks for sharing!

  22. Marilyn
    May 3rd, 2006 @ 10:56 pm

    Fabulous.

  23. melanie komisarski
    May 5th, 2006 @ 4:34 pm

    beautiful!!

  24. bohemiangirl
    May 8th, 2006 @ 12:18 pm

    gorgeous post and pictures.

    you are so elle~naturelle beautiful.

    i miss my northern california. your bike ride sounded glorious.

    your words were like poetry. just wonderful.

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